heart and brain

Laying down I am dreaming
of your gaze and I  stare ooh
at your picture willing rings
from the phone that stays
 silent oh so silent doesn't
know what it's doing
to my heart or my brain

I could wallpaper my life
with your picture babe ooh
never would get enough of
your eyes that seem to say
come and be my lover, honey
come and take me away oh
my poor heart and brain

We live alone in darkness
never changing  ooh babe
never changing all the time
and our brains would be so
full of madness if we had
not already lost our minds
lost our hearts and minds

Still in the darkness we
can touch and bring  ooh
bring ourselves a little light
on the ground where we lay
with our flesh crawling, honey
we can soar in flight leaving
behind our hearts and minds

So many crazy thoughts pass
through and fly by as I wait ooh
as I wait here for your call or one
touch,  even just a little smile babe
so that I know that you know that
I exist here in the night and know
I love you with my heart and brain

Answer ..

Voice Redcording of Answer

... to "What haven't I done?"

You have never drank an ocean, never penetrated sky. Never healed a leper Never taught a bird to fly Never scaled all mountains Never swam like a fish in the sea Never before met a pancake Twice as wise as thee

(April 11th, 2004)

To Jehovah

Voice recording of To Jehovah
I am undeserving of the sacrifice of Jesus
Yet he made it for me too

I am undeserving of your attentions
Yet you pull me through

I am stumbling in darkness
and  you light my path

and forgive me many things
deserving of your wrath

I cannot recant, I dare not recount
each individual sin

So I lay myself open bare
and pray you enter in

I am undeserving of your spirit
Yet you kindled my life too

I am undeserving  of your presents
Yet you give me life anew

I feel your light shining deep within
Deep inside this soul

warming me with comfort
and making this half life whole